Frustration sucks and I shouldn't have to deal with such bullshit.

What is a friend? Because obviously I don't know what the definition of that is. Most people that call themselves my friend only talk to me when its convenient to them... like wtf. I'm the guy everybody goes to when they've run out of people to call to hangout or they only call me to talk about what I can do for them. It's frustrating knowing that no one respects me as a person. Most people only call me to ask me if I can do their hair, get them some products or recommend stuff for them... I love my career, but its not all I am and its not ALL I want to talk about, like FUCK! I would love for one day to be able to leave my work AT WORK. I have clients that are doctors and nurses, but I dont sit there and ask them about my health problems because it is inappropriate.

I hate that I get so frustrated and my words won't make sense in my head, but I know I have a point, as I try and say them out loud, they dont come out right because I'm always scared to hurt someone... but obviously people dont care about hurting me...